Feeling trapped

Hai everyone!

“Standing on the edge and don’t knw wat else to give”…………………..….. words of Enrique Iglesias

Ever felt like u r trapped inside a body and its taking away everything u r? join the club people. I have been feling the same ting. dnt knw how long. I always wished I could go out at night and just roam around freely not being bothered about feeling that u r a female.

I was listening to Enrique’s music when I suddenly felt the urge to write something. I didn’t actually got the clear idea about what to write. But I realized I just formed a structure as to what I want to express through my words. But to make others go through the same feeling is what I find hard.

Yes, to begin. It’s a dream I had from my childhood to stand in the middle of the road and to feel the rush of the traffic on either side of u and to smile at the glitter of the lights that adore the shops of big City. I cant quite convey the sense of freedom that emanates from the dream. It is the feeling of being on the top of world. The feeling of conquering and being the King (hai queen in my case)!

Another one of my dream is standing on the edge of a cliff and looking down to find the bottom. Crazy I know still I wish to do that. If u for once don’t have to obey anyone and dnt have to care about others, then that moment is the most precious thing in once’s life. I always felt that human beings are trapped in their body since they cannot express their desires/wishes. They have to compromise everything for others. May be for the sake of others or may for shielding it from others. What kind of a life we live? A real question mark. But if u could come to the finish line, then every thing is worth it, don’t u think so. But to get there is the hardest part of our life. We strive till our last breath without even realizing whether we reached our destination.